Old Journal Entry #4

He said something, long ago, along the lines of "I don't ever see things panning out that way for us," but what he didn't realize was that I never wanted it to. I wanted someone who found calmness in the wind and had the sky in their eyes. He was a completely unbearable crashing of fists on the regular, never stopping to appreciate the morning sun. He didn't know beauty, even when he had it staring right in front of his cold, harsh face. He'd never know beauty and that scared me.

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