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Darkness

The minutes have begun to tick by as the dark engulfs this city in a blanket of the night. These hours are a beautiful madness that may captivate and destroy. The paradoxical truth, you can use the dark to be completely hidden, but the one person you cannot hide from is yourself. Your mind has thoughts in the night that consume, control and choke you. Inescapable by even dreams, the dark dances with your subconcious mind and divulges into the depths that in the day are unspeakable. You cannot hide from yourself in the dark. 

Old Journal Entry #3

"I took a long while to write this because well, writing it would make it real and I still can't decide if I want it to be real."

Change

Look back, breathe, it's all different now. As time progresses and we grow in our many ways, change is inevitable. I haven't decided if that's okay. Time has been passing at an awful quick rate and when you stop for a moment and ask yourself "where was I three months ago?" you really see where the time has flown away. The imminent truth, poems have been written, songs have been sung and darling, I am no where to be found where I thought I would be. And again, I haven't decided if that's okay. As hard as I try to hide, change creeps up on you hauntingly, sometimes it greets you like an old friend and sometimes it brings unexpected fulfilment but at the end of the day all you can really do is stop worrying about it. While I float around this realm bound by the body I am inhabitant of, one of the most valuable things I can hold on to is to let it be . People are going to disappoint you and not be the person they promised to be. But that's okay. They&#